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Clothing and Folds Tutorial by juliajm15 Clothing and Folds Tutorial :iconjuliajm15:juliajm15 14,558 351 .:Manga Eyes:: Expressions:. by capochi .:Manga Eyes:: Expressions:. :iconcapochi:capochi 7,846 372 Poses 1 by Elixirmy Poses 1 :iconelixirmy:Elixirmy 6,373 187 Human Reference: Hands and Fingers by CGCookie Human Reference: Hands and Fingers :iconcgcookie:CGCookie 12,193 118 Life study: Jeans by Spectrum-VII Life study: Jeans :iconspectrum-vii:Spectrum-VII 1,468 9 Life study: Shirts by Spectrum-VII Life study: Shirts :iconspectrum-vii:Spectrum-VII 3,749 44 Depression Stamp by lady-warrior Depression Stamp :iconlady-warrior:lady-warrior 667 149
Dealing With Depression
Look at me,
     Tell me everything you see.
           What do you see? Are you sure you're seeing me?
                      I promise you that you're hardly catching a glimpse of what I really am.
If you could look deeper,
You'd see the ever-present demons in my mind,
& How hard they are to keep confined.
You'd see all the scars, hidden underneath my skin:
One for every single time I've thought about feeling the sweet release of the razor,
Or dreamed about the loving, easy, & soft embrace of death.
If you could look a little bit deeper,
You'd see the monsters blocking my heart,
& You'd see them whispering to me-
You'd hear them say that I'm never good enough, that I'm alone no matter what I do.
{There's no point in trying,
'Cause I
:iconspuffy12:Spuffy12 229 156
Mental Depression by vaxick Mental Depression :iconvaxick:vaxick 219 22
Such a Lovely word, isn't it?
Makes you do "Odd" things,
Makes you laugh at things that are miserable,
Makes you wonder how much blood can flow from a "Small" Cut,
Makes you fall in Love with things you know you should Resist,
Makes you think everybody Hates you,
Makes you do things that causes everybody to Hate you.
Makes you find an interesting fascination with death,
Depression is when you wish they would all just die…
When you wish you would just die…
Depression makes you think every one is nothing but mere dolls,
And they all hate you…
But you don't care…
After all…
You're the one with the knife…
Makes you weak,
Makes you push away people you Love,
Makes you push away people who Love you…
Makes you turn to people who will Betray you,
Makes you become an Empty shell…
But you don't care…
After all…
You have the knife…
:iconhothead14:hothead14 24 33
Animation: Anxiety by ProjectENDO Animation: Anxiety :iconprojectendo:ProjectENDO 408 157 Art Anxiety by sanitrance Art Anxiety :iconsanitrance:sanitrance 416 70 The Feeling of Anxiety by cartoonjunkie The Feeling of Anxiety :iconcartoonjunkie:cartoonjunkie 1,275 200 Depression by DestinyBlue Depression :icondestinyblue:DestinyBlue 36,626 3,827 A:tla eyes! by maerynarts A:tla eyes! :iconmaerynarts:maerynarts 110 13 Moe Eyes Tutorial - 2 by Kazenokaze Moe Eyes Tutorial - 2 :iconkazenokaze:Kazenokaze 390 10


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My first digital art!

Truthfully, I only made a DeviantArt account to submit this in a challenge in Autodesk Sketchbook.

Yes, the pose is weird. I didn't know what to do with it. Its done anyway, I'm too lazy to redraw it.

This art was made using the Autodesk Sketchbook on my Samsung J7 using my fingers of course.

This took about an hour to make, color, make an account and posting it.

This is my first completed digital art so please understand but I am open to criticisms harsh or not. I hope to improve, taking in your criticisms in account.


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